wat a dae!!!..today i hav to fetch my grandfather for his daily therapy at NUH...the therapy took 30 mins....so i hav the time to meet her...
i reached home arnd 4+ den i tiold her i wanted to meet her coz since shes at her frens place in cck..i took the opportunity to meet her..so i met her n she told me to accompany her to Lot1 coz she wanted to rent vcd...after accompanying her, she told me tat she wanted to go back to her fren place...i was a bit confused coz i tot tat she wanted to meet me till 6+...so i insisted tat she shud gav me some tym to talk to her..however she refused..we argued about it...she claims tat she wanted to watch the rented vcd at her fren's place...she said tat actuali she had no intention of meeting me today...she wants to be wif her frens..i was greatly in despair coz she has the heart to neglect me and leave me alone while she was having fun wif her frens....
she said tat,"actuali i tknk umpe u nari ah, i cume nk gi uma fiza lek2 je"...i broke into tears coz someone whom i loved juz expressed out those words...she didnt even spare some tym 4 me..at tis ponit of tym i was lonely and i need someone to talk to...but she don understands how i feel rite now...she spoilt my mood and till now, i update my blog wif a half hearted...im still in despair rite now...although i had forgave her but it still hurts me...hope i could meet her on fri....
tats all..till here den... :(
signing out...
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